My TuRn..ParT TwO!..\m/[//_+]\m/

September 29, 2008

Wondering

-Tawaw-

 

 

Lyin’ in my bed,

staring at the ceiling.

thinkin nothing’s in my head..

But What’s this I’m feelin?..

 

Wanted to close my eyes,

But all I see you..

it was very silent..

But I’ve heard somethin’..

 

Can’t stop the tears fallin’,

And the loud of my heart’s beating..

My body was not moving..

But my mind and my heart was still crying..

 

Looking back the past behind,

to where my soul was stucked and I need to find..

I realized, my whole life was wondering..

“where are you now my friend!?”.. Pls hear me.. Shouting!..

 

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Keeping

-Tawaw-

 

 

Waiting for the dark to come,

alone with fields of pain in my heart..

I hope you understand,

that I have love you from the start..

 

You’re the reason of this,

I just can’t let you go..

I feel I’m gonna freeze,

that’s why I wanted you to know..

 

Everytime I close my eyes,

My mind just filled of you..

Just waking up with all the lies,

I thought that I’d always knew..

 

Loving you was my life,

wish I could let it show..

but my days go black and white..

feels like it will blow..

 

How can I tell you?..

I’m afraid of losing you..

just like cutting my wrist..

and taking my life to risk…

 

I love you!..

that’s all I ever knew..

but you love him..

and I think pain’s get me drowning..

 

Whenever you get feel sadness and pains..

I’ll be there for you till the end..

with the clouds in the sky dancing..

painting your love for me, as if it was like dreaming..

 

 

***The Poem “keeping” is dedicated to my UTOL! for her very special girl in her dreams..