to MY FIRST LOVE :l

 this goes out to my first love. i don’t want to mention the person’s name.. all i can say is that, the past shall remain silent and still always be the part of us. might be faded but always there to reminds us that we were together built those friendship, and i know it was just a short while, we were 2 years gap in a high school time, i was 4th yr, and that one was a sophomore. maybe my friends would assumed that was SHE. yes she was. i fell in love with a girl like me, lol yep its true. no boys at school that time except for teachers well yeah because i was graduated in an ALL-GIRLS SCHOOL in our place and it was a famous school in our city, the only school for all girls. so do not doubt, if people would like their same sex at that time,. we had mutual understandings at that time, but we were not committed to each other for some unexplainable reason. high school was a very big part of my life, it was a very big event, that i will consider as my happiness chapter i think, but the saddest and first ever loneliness too..:( maybe it was too late to say sorry to that person, i know i had hurt someone elses feelings and because i was in an immature level at that time. well if SHE will read this, i just wanna tell her how sorry i was. i know it was my fault to hurt you. i was sad when after two weeks you met someone else, i knew it was just a revenge of hurting me, but i never talk to you since then. after looong 11 yrs, you appear again in my mind. that i realized you were my first love i didn’t consider at that time. i know it’s forbidden to be like that in terms of our religion, but maybe in our hearts we knew what we were in ourselves. yes i fell in love with you and i was sorry to not following my feelings and not even tell you about that. you were my first crush, after building that friendship, it turned to love. i wrote this to my blog well ofcourse obviously, wala lang ako mapost but the reason was that our past flashing back onto my mind suddenly so my thoughts of you just pushed me to write this.iyes we had moved on, and i will move forward but i can’t help but to think of those days we’ve had and sometimes there are things that came through and reminding me of about you so that maybe the reason why i considered you as my first love. and i will keep those memories of us lasts forever in my heart, i wished i could write all my stories when i was in high school but damn i think i’m tired for now but i have to say it was the most beautiful experienced for me.. to the readers, when you fall in love, just go for it, treasure it, you will never know how long it would end up realizing that it was too late to tell somebody how you felt for them.hope you like the above music..:D love lots -fevs

BuZzEr BeAtEr (ANIME) episOdeS! ^__^

 This is My new fave anime for this year..hehe hope you like it guyz…i Love TONO HIDEYOSHI and CHA-CHE..weeeeeeee..

After finishing first episode, you can find the next part on the same window…

It’s Over by J-Mc__ \o_O/__

I loVe Jesse’s voice very much.. the video was fantastic.. and the music was awesome.. 

hope you like ittoo guys..

 I dedicate this to my friends who happens to have their broken hearted moments..nyahhah peace to all!

Love is not really just Over..hmmm right?..hehe awoooo!

Lyrics:

Clutched

We’ve run out of words we’ve run out of time
We’ve run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it’s over baby bottom line
It’s best we don’t even talk at all
Whoa-oh

Don’t call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don’t need to hear your voice on my messages
Let’s just call it quits it’s probably better
So if I’m not returning your calls it’s ’cause

Cause I’m not comin’ back I’m closing the door
I used to be trippin’ over missin’ you but I’m not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture’s gone
Couldn’t stand to see your smile every time you dialed

‘Cause it’s over
Girl you know it’s over this time
So when you call I’m pressin’ seven
Don’t wanna hear your messages messages
I’m tryn to erase you from my mind
’cause it’s over
I said girl it’s over this time
So don’t keep callin’ leavin’ messages
Don’t wanna know where you been
Baby ’cause it’s over

I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can’t even remember how long it’s been
No trouble stayin’ occupied

Oh they ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need’s another episode
Keep conversation short and sweet because

‘Cause I’m not comin’ back I’m closing the door
I used to be trippin’ over missin’ you but I’m not anymore
I got the picture phone baby your picture’s gone
Couldn’t stand to see your smile every time you dialed

‘Cause it’s over
Girl you know it’s over this time
So when you call I’m pressin’ seven
Don’t wanna hear your messages messages
I’m tryna erase you from my mind
Baby ’cause it’s over
I swear girl it’s over this time
So don’t keep callin’ leavin’ messages
Don’t wanna know where you been
Baby ’cause it’s over

You know that it’s over when the burnin’
And the yearnin’ inside your heart ain’t there anymore
And you know that you’re through when she don’t do to you
And move you like the way she moved ya before

And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don’t close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it’s better

Girl you know it’s over
Girl you know it’s over this time
So when you call I’m pressin’ seven
Don’t wanna hear your messages messages
I’m tryna erase you from my mind
‘Cause it’s over
I swear girl it’s over this time
So don’t keep callin’ leavin’ messages
Don’t wanna know where you been
Baby ’cause it’s over
‘Cause it’s over
Girl you know it’s over this time
So when you call I’m pressin’ seven
Don’t wanna hear your messages messages
I’m tryna erase you from my mind
‘Cause it’s over
I swear girl it’s over this time
So don’t keep callin’ leavin’ messages
Don’t wanna know where you been
Baby ’cause it’s over..

A song for my long lost friend..(SHE!)… and to tawaw..(E.A)[//_+]

Two Worlds Collide

-DEMI LOVATO-

She was giving the world So much that she couldn’t see
And she needed someone to show her,
who she could be.
And she tried to survive
Wearing her heart on her sleeve
but I needed you to believe

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn’t find,
When two different worlds collide.

La dee da dee da

She was scared of it all, watching from far away.
She was given a role, never knew just when to play.
And she tried to survive
Living her life on her own
Always afraid of the throne
But you’ve given me strength to find home.

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn’t find,
When two different worlds collide.

She was scared
Unprepared.
Lost in the dark.
Falling Apart,
I can’t survive,
With you by my side.
We’re gonna be alright.
This is what happens when two worlds collide.

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You show me what I couldn’t find,
When two different worlds collide.

La dee da dee da

You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn’t find,
When two different worlds collide.
When two different worlds collide.

She dedicated this to me!.. [///_+]

 *** When we became best of friends, she told me to hear this song or watch the music video of it.. I thought it was “kacheapan” but I realized How Much I valued this song.. because pinili niya ito to be our theme song… that  was a year ago the same date and time (OCTOBER 18, 2007)…

*** the title of this song is, IKAW by SArah Geronimo..